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Apparently there are a lot of things going on in this mad world but I do not have time – and yes I am bloody lazy!!! – to read them or to be nearly interested sometimes.

Not today however.

Let’s talk about Italy and the Berlusconi problem: it is a big, bald and loud problem Italy thought to have sorted out but as a well known Stephen King’s book quotes “sometimes they come back”…!

Someone may think that at this stage the general perception of Italy could hardly be more disappointing because of the amount of piling rubbish southern cities keep collecting without being able to dispose of it. But it is not if we think of the considerable quantity of rubbish that will be told by the new PM to the international community.
And what about the Italians? They are ready to believe even in miracles not to be forced to act and think on their own!!!
And not once, not twice but three times as yet!!!

Well done again! It seems that Italy could not be more in trouble than that, something it should be really proud of!

Why am I so angry about this situation?
I am half Italian. I have inherited the typical Italian hands waving thing and all those tiny funny peculiarities that make people smile because they are out of the ordinary English world.
My attitude for example. Somehow it is wrong, out of place and at times awkward.
Despite all my efforts, when I was an adolescent I could not work it out. Nobody could tell me why but I was – and I knew it – different and perfectly integrated at the same time.
I clearly remember the feeling of being an outsider…I can still feel it now sometimes.

It is raining, again.

Sitting on my uncomfortable sofa with a glass of red wine still there on the table, untouched. What I am thinking I do not really know or care.

I am lost in thoughts while I am listening to KT Tunstall and at the same time looking at a lot of different kind of photos in Internet, dreaming to have a different body, wishing to have more time and less to push or to learn and trying to decide what to read next.

It also happens that I was cuddling my cat when I found myself seriously considering who is the luckiest between the two. Well, he can’t drink wine and he does not appreciate music or a good film but still..!

I am undoubtedly a woman: multitasking, complicated, incomprehensible to most of the people.

Why a Blog? Why this one?
I have got some news…Because I feel the need to express my feelings and share them with the world either if the world is ready or not. F*** everybody who is not brave enough to accept this.

I am not here to state anything for anyone because this about my own world, views and thoughts.  I want to deliver an inner sight of my personal perception of things: I am here the only person allowed to rule what is right and what it is not. No laws and no discussions about this.

The only discussion is about what you think and your world and experiences compared to mine.

Because without comparison with the others we are only children and we will remain so.

Nobody is wrong, nobody is wright. Not really I mean.

It is only about views, or better, different points of view.

Here there is no room for a search for the Truth. Everything is said here is the Truth.

So search no more and write your Truth.

No laws, no judges. Only honest ideas.

Enjoy!!!

I was just born…right now.

But I am not crying because I know what is expecting me out there and it is FANTASTIC!

Good morning All of You!

Welcome to My Reality!

 

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